you know when all your problems build up and it gets to the point where you’re stressing about how much you have to do that you so much that you can’t even summon the strength to get up from the couch/bed? that’s me now.

1) i should be filling in house applications.

2) i should be cleaning the house for money (as i am broke).

3) i should be cleaning my room, it’s a mess.

4) i should be reading my text book for my summer uni… essay due soon!

5) i should be going for a run because i don’t fit into the dress i want to wear on the weekend.

instead, i am laying here, feeling so overwhelmed that im very upset and almost in tears. the only way so make myself feel better is to bite the bullet and just get this shit done. trust me, i know. but i just cant. i feel so horrible i just cant :(

i wish it would all just go away